well i can't lie.no, not this time.-----<3-----<3-----LET IT ROCK YOOO!it's four in the morning.and i'm still in the energetic state.right now my mom would be fuming mad if she knew i'm still awake during the night of the living dead.couldn't remember when was the last time i felt so tired and fell asleep while revising for physics.i really don't want to fail physics. as well as bio.but you know, kids in other places worry about war, famine, hunger, destruction of homes and properties, loss of their livesbut here i am, worrying that i'll fail my bio and physics. what a big, big contrast.anyway! speaking of such, i came across this book, written by an author who went for the extra mile to write about this male who had contracted AIDS.he writes about how they get along together, the obstacle they face, as well as the male himself.it's just a young man's journey through Africa's AIDS epidemic.life is really fragile, if you really do think of it.hahahhahaa, i get the feeling that you all are bored by my philosophies.aiyoh, it's good to get some into your head day by day. :Dthings come when least unexpected, for example, i shan't be discreet- a woman's period.so does AIDS.they rob away your life, and it is quite saddening to realise one is to sit back and await for death with no proper medical help and manpower. that's why, i really wanna learn my biology well, go to these places, and treat these patients.even though it won't be as fun as cutting up dead bodies to investigate the reason of death, but still, we're helping lives here, and each life is still living, solid, and present.we can't let precious lives like that be slipping away, can we?but i'm selfish- there's so many things i wanna do in life- be a bartender, forensic scientist, professional dancer, choreographer, athlete(impossible), pilot (if i can fail my physics, this one is a definite no no), and maybe, i'll be an entrepreneur and be my own boss.there's so many decisions to make. and i really don't know how to decide or pave my way for my future.the thought of myself moulding my future terrifies me inside out.because i know, i'd screw it.it's just a matter of time.-----<3and you take your time,you do your crime.