to love is magical.to be loved is splendid.-----<3-----<3-----yeah yeah i admit it- zac effron and vanessa hudgens really make a cute couple. HAHA. HSM 3 is a really good movie, much better that i've expected. so watch it, hurry!(but don't watch from evening onwards)all in all, i had a really great day today. =)it's really unbelievable.i mean, 32 grand for a grand piano?!£&%£&%)^*&^"£"@@£!%&£*!!!!!!!!!that's ultra-freaking crazy.and i'll NEVER be able to earn that much amount of money.and tomorrow! i've got to get up early and attend rituals for my grandfather first anniversary.i wonder how he is in his new house. hope he's having a great time there. i really miss him.maybe i'll go ECP, but my sister's going there with her friends, and there is a 100% chance we'll meet. sigh. i shall be a stay-home girl and catch up on my korean tv dramas.it's time for some cheesy soapy dramas to make me feel crazy. YAY!-----<3i'm starting to think twice.we're definitely never going to be the same ever.already i feel distant.maybe she's right.we'll never work out.but, i seem to do fine with the others.and i always run out of topics of what to say to her.i feel like, damn it, i'm so far away from her.i really don't know what to do.part of me prefer it to be this way.part of me prefer us to be back like before.and whatever happened to my gung-ho speech about making us back together again.sigh.i hate this.is this what you call, emotional punishment?