is the world still spinning round?-----<3-----<3-----it feels good to be back in east coast again.i'm crazy right?yeah, i figured so, already sunburnt and i'm getting myself much roasted.my skin's pretty red now, more like glowing.but i went there for a reason.earlier on, i was feeling really upset- one was because i had really bad cramps in the morning and couldn't make it to school. really wanted to see zakiah perform but then well, i couldn't make it.it feels comforting sometimes to be alone.there's no one to hush you to leave, no one to interrupt your thoughts.it's just you and you, alone and carefree, with the waves to comfort and console you.funny thing is, i wasn't sure why i felt so upset and lost. maybe disorientated is more like the word.furthermore, tomorrow's results day. and i have no idea what to expect.i really hope i don't get a C for my combined humans.it sucks, to worry about my grades.but on the other hand, i scored pretty well for my piano exam Grade 6, i think.i'm the highest, so yay, but then the day itself i felt screwed up. the examiner kept looking at me with this weird expression. and i was thinking, " what the hell, is it my answer's really stupid or it doesn't make sense."and in his comments he wrote, "she's a girl with good musical sense, just that she tends to slip a little here and there, however, it is a good attempt. i can see that she's putting her utmost effort into it. her cheerful attitude towards this examination certainly surprised me. keep it up!"WHAT THE HELL? I WAS CHEERFUL?i didn't even know that, really. but all the while i knew my palms were secreting sweat and making the keys bloody wet and slippery until i lost control of my scales and contrary motion.well. at least piano is not making me disappointed.thank you examiner, i prayed so hard that i would pass.and i did.phew.so, back to the waves. i was sitting alone on this man-made rock revetment, i think.no one else but just me.sat down for don't know how many freaking hours reflecting, pondering and thinking.but it felt really soothing.the sound of waves crashing gently against the shore...the smell of the salty sea...and the breeze that makes your hair dance in the air windly....brushing the neck occasionally.i should really do this more often, but probably i'll be bringing friends along.and sighi really don't want to face tomorrow.i really really really don't want to see any disappointing remarks.and what the hell.i hate tomorrow.i abso-bloody-lutely hate tomorrow.-----<3it's no surprise.i knew it'll be like this all along.