



ohh baby it's all right now you ain't gonna flaunt to me,
we can go dutch you can still touch my love for free.
we can work without the perks just you and me,
thug it out till we get it right!
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the topic sentence for today is: jiaxuan had been a cold, ungrateful heartless bitch that doesn't make time for friends due to her selfishness.
evidence: i don't like to be blocked in the past but i'd want to move on.
elaboration: this shows her total unwillingness to actually get back together with her old friends due to her outside commitments. she neglects her friends and yet chooses to do her assignments over them. this elaborates and emphasizes her ungratefulness for the things she has done, afterall, her friends had put in so much effort to sustain this friendship, but she herself chooses to walk away and put the past behind her.
link: jiaxuan is an unworthy friend that doesn't deserves to taste and experience the true essence and core of real friendship.
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i supposed you got a picture of how i was like.
yes, this was me just a few moments ago,
but then, after some real consideration and serious thought about the past few things that has happened,
i've decided something.
friends or life?
you decide for myself.
well, i decided both.
life is nothing without friends.
friends are life.
well, of course, i have to give my heartfelt thanks to this person.
knocked some sense into me and made me realised how foolish and stupid and ignorant i was to actually neglect my bestest friends, that are still so incredibly amazing at lightening up my spirits.
to siying, jessica, jocelyn and edlyn, i'm sorry for fucking up.
you guys are really great, i have to admit it.
you all made me realise how friends can make my life so colourful.
you all made me understand and taste true friendship.
you all once made me feel like standing up during the lowest point of my life.
and i still can remember that moment after lit final year we tore macbeth notes into the yellow dustbin!
i can still remember so many things, my darlings.
i have no idea why i was feeling like that just now.
it can be, haha, really interesting to see how amazingly dumb i was.
and surprisingly, this load on my shoulders, it's much lighter.
and i want to thank each and one of you, for making me see the light, and to actually understand that precious thing i was missing.
i know it sounds really cheesy and everything but, really, you guys made me feel like i was on cloud nine, no doubt, with edlyn's mama-mia! and 'i'm a mother of four kids' character, jessica's goofy moments, jocelyn's crazy behaviour and siying, my dear dear dear husband, hahhah, who make me feel like, wow, she is my friend.
yeah, and now i feel ashamed.
i don't really deserve to have this kind of precious, rare friendships.
guilt isn;t what i'm really feeling, but i just want to let you all know that, i'm willing to get everything back.
i'm really willing to.
and i will always, forever, love all of you.
you guys all made a mark in my life, and you all forever will.
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i therefore give you all a toast.
to everlasting friendship!