and i just can't seem to pull myself away.-----<3-----<3-----if i told you that i'm going to fail my promotion 100%, will you see me as a person with no confidence?be it or not, i think i screwed it up.the rifle almost dropped, luckily i saved it.and phew, i kept my cool expression.hope they didn't mark me down so badly for that.confidence is the ultimate key to everything.but i don't think this is the scenario anymore.i wonder why they laugh.is it that funny?is it that funny?it's not funny at all.we're being so serious, and maybe, they think it's funny. ______ it.i do remember somebody telling me that when we give orders, it should be in a clear, accurate tone with a strong emphasize on the last word.yes, they achieved it, but apparently it was like a bullet train that nobody could catch.am i complaining?yeah, i think i am.but i'm sure that many of us feel this way.this whole respect thing is really absurd. utterly preposterous.and i'm not going to say anything about it.just think about it man.how would you feel if you were commanding and we were laughing.just think about it.-----<3no comments.