
and you finally see the truth,
that a hero lies in you.
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you all know how OBS was like.
so i'm not going to say anything about it.
when i watched the chinese news tonight,
i think i cried like how a tsunami destroyed thailand.
si chuan was hit by an earthquake just so you know.
the damage done was inreparable, and everything were in debris...
when i saw those footages...those homeless people crying for their only child...wanting them back..
i don't know, but there was this sour feeling in me.
it was so sad, so heart-breaking.
here's a story that i would like to share with all of you.
there was this boy who was being rescued under some piles of fallen cement.
when he was still stuck underneath, all his cells in his left and right arms died.
when he was rescued, the doctor told him that both of his hands would have to be amputated in order to survive.
at first he was really reluctant.
he was crying, because he pleaded with the doctor that he needed at least one hand to write, he needed to continue his education.
if he had no hands, he wouldn't be able to write at all.
but the doctor gave him no choice, and decided to amputate his arms.
so when the boy woke up.....
he was..crying helplessly...the familiar tears pouring down his cheeks.
it was this footage that made me cry out loud.
god, please, please bless this people.
imagine yourself, just close your eyes..
what if you're the boy, and you've got no more arms to write anymore...
you can't wear nice clothes...
you can't do so many things...
and fact is, thanks to OBS, i started to appreciate what i have a long time ago.
and it really really saddens me to see this kind of...damage..
god bless them, really.
-----<3
cast my fear aside.

oh cupid! shoot me shoot me!
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three more days.
AARGH.
not that i am very er, pleased nor happy about it,
but i'm actually enjoying this mid year
no idea, nope, i'm not an exam-psycho, don't even think about that.
just that, sigh, okay, never mind. loss for words, you see.
i don't know. like there's this empty feeling settling inside me.
and i don't know what to do about it.
damn. this is bad, really, really bad.
right, i admit it, i miss the hectic life i once had.
but no doubt, it's gonna come back soon, right after mid years zoom past by nose.
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i work in mysterious ways.