i don't wanna say my goodbyes.-----<3-----<3-----letting go of something is just easy.just open your heart, and let it out.yeah, sounds easy huh?but it's difficult. (for such an emotional person like me)i'm very dedicated to what i do.and if i have to let go of it, it'll take months for me.for instance, campcraft.i'm slightly on the path of 'over it', not yet finishing, but somewhere.campcraft...damn. that brings me really good memories.and of course, all good things have to come to an end.like happiness can't be forever.and things can't be too good to be true forever.that's how life works, i hate to say this, but you have to keep on moving.forward, backward, whatever, you'll have to let go of whatever you're holding on, and find something new to hold on to.yes, you know what i'm talking about. maybe you don't. but just listen, and hear me out.i hate saying goodbyes.that kind of scenarios, for example in the mrt.you stand next to this person, and you know something.you'll never see this person again in your life. it's just that brief moment, and boom, that's it. gone.vanished.disappeared.and all those sirs, we're never going to see them again, (which is so sad because they are really incredible people. really really incredible people that i truly admire and look up to.)and all those crazy friends i made, it may not be the last time, but things aren't going to stay the same again.like falling in with the poles and the sirs telling us to hurry up in their croaky voices, and the familiar bam bam, bam bam, bam,bam,bam (bang!)i know, i appreciate that i am actually in the real thing, i really do. i am really grateful for that.but it's still so depressing to know that you'll never do this again.never, never, ever again.-----<3like running through those dark halls, bundling up poles,assembling in our meeting points,changing in the bus.i will miss this.