now when everything's pulling me up, the devil's pulling me down.-----<3-----<3-----phew.at least i survived the march holidays.was it that bad?it wasn't. but i can't stop thinking about the camping days.it's etched into the deep corner of my mind, where i can't take it out.you know that kind of feeling when you've screwed everything up, but feel like you've done a good job because of the constant support your best buds are giving you?that's how i felt.and i don't know how to repay them.jeez, i just love you all too much.oh yeah.without all of you, campfire would have not been possible, and everybody who has helped us in a way or another.but i really do miss the heat of the fire burning against my skin. i just miss everything.but this is not the focus.point is campcraft competition is only a few days left...and our timing? hmmm, 14 minutes? is that good?nah, big no no. but we can do better, because when our whole team's there, our morale goes way high up.that's when we'll cause a ruckus in NP history. ;)everybody has dreams of their own.but sometime, you know it does really sucks to give up your dream position, well literally speaking, for someone.i don't think it's fair for me. but to her, i don't want to know.i just hope everything would be right.and i wish, wish, wish that i'll get my post. which obviously i won't get, thanks to her constant brainwashing. damn, she's a good convince-er. :)before my eyelids close, i just wanna thank everybody a lot for their support and spontaneous reaction for unit camp!
i owe this to you, guys! :D-----<3now you get it,now you don't.